Sick of you

I´m mad right now, i´m angry and i feel soo disapointed..and the fact is, no matter how much i say it, the only thing i listen is silence...only that and it makes me feel like i´ve got nothing to fight back, like it´s the last thing, like there´s nothing more to fight for..so, i´m gonna give up, i´ve tried to make that person see that i´m not afraid, and it´s ok if we talk person to person, but that person doesn´t understand that, just said that he has his own reasons to not see each other face to face for the moment, that it´s not now. Well, i think he´s a git, a coward, an idiot, and only says what he desires cuz he knows that i´ll always be on the other side, but not anymore..not anymore..hell no!! i won´t let him to take over me that easy! He was suppose to be my frend, but he´s acting like a jerk, just saying nothing more than bullshit and leaving me hanging on myself, waiting for maybe, some words that i need to hear, but i can´t push, or pressure, or say it anymore..it´s tiresome, it´s exhausting, it´s....what i´ve expected this whole time, but never had the guts to deal with it, never listened to my own head and conscious, telling me: stop it, don´t..i´m stubborn and i always push to see the results, so, if he wants to talk, he will, but i won´t call, or text, or anything, no matter how much i want it...so, for now, i quit, that´s it: i give up...enjoy your silence for yourself..jerk..