ok, so here´s the thing; i luv having fun and making jokes so i can feel better, or more: to know this is the best way to feel that..cuz when i feel a little down, is cuz im too quiet and i think too much about many things, many people and even what im gonna do tomorrow..and i decided not to do it, and to stop that. in fact, when i talk to my frendz, i feel way too much better and my mood goes up!! :) so, i guess that i shouldnt be down, cuz i dont like my frendz worry about me, so i tell them that everything is ok even though its not...but when i say to myself everything will be fine, i start to believe it, and then if i have a little faith, it becomes real... even now, when i sleep i dream to be happier and to be inlove forever..isnt it weird? or crazy? well, thats part of my life and i luv it...hope that someday comes true...
(listening "Northern Downpour", by Panic! at the Disco)
