Three days ago, i just painted my nails in dark purple!! I guess that color became my favorite one, besides of black, blue and gray!! jaja, my mum says that i should pick more colors like yellow, pink, u know those shiny color that i hate and don´t like...one of my best frendz(Bella), luvs this color, maybe i painted them in her honor, but most of it, i did it, cuz i wanna a little change, even though my frendz of the church would be stunned if they saw my nails like that. Jajaja!!! so, anywayz, i guess that i just gonna keep them for half a week...just that!! so, i guezz this is gonna be all for now...jaja!
When i first listened to The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, i never thought that i´d like them so much!!! When i listened to their song Face down, i said: oh crap! they´re gonna be other emo band! but then, i saw the reality and luved their music. Of curz, they´re one of many bands that i really luv. Other band that i luv is Coldplay, they´re fantastic...way beyond that! Their songs, their lyrics, their essence..is everything that i luv about them! Ohhh how i luv them!! But there are more: Paramore, James Blunt, Arctic Monkeys, Boys like Girls, Plain White T´s, Amy Whinehouse, The Fray, Lifehouse, Incubus, Evanescence, Colbie Cailllat, Calendar, Black Guayaba, Panic at The Disco....if i keep writing i´ll never end, cuz the more new bands i get to know and listen, the more i add to my list:) jaja, also i luv christian: like Jesus Adrian Romero, Marcela Gandara, Jars of Clay, Relient K, Lily Goodman, Crystal Lewis, Hillsong and others too. I also luv jpop, is what people call, japanese pop: Aluto, Kelun, Asian Kung-fu Generation, L´arc in Ciel, Aqua Timez, High and Mighty Color, Akeboshi, these are just a few bands that i luv, they are soo great!!! and i´m learning to sing and talk in japanese, when i watch anime and listen to the songs..jajaj even though they´re harder than i thought! I luv anime, a frend of mine suggested me to watch Naruto, i though: well, its gonna be a crap. But then, when i saw it, it was cool, but then i searched and asked for more, and here are some of the anime and manga that i luv as much as i luv God: Bleach, Naruto, Claymore, just those three. I read Death Note and i luved the ending, the main character died; i also read Full Metal Alchemist, but i founded boring and endless just like Naruto(but in manga is not boring, is way too more interesting than the anime)..so, these are some of the things that i luv..next blog: Movies, boy-frendz and my best frendz!!!:) see ya..!!
Let´s face it: i´m not a pretty face, even though people say that i am; i´m not a model, even though most of the guys and my frenz say that i look like one. I´m just myself and i´m happy with it, even though i´m not perfect, cuz i´m not looking for perfection, that doesn´t exist! So, today, a frend of mine just said: did u know u are a temptation? I was kinda surprised and stunned cuz that never crossed my head and mind, and i didn´t know about that. So, now i ask myself: What things make me look like a temptation? Do i really tempt guys saying such things very...ujum...kinda..?? Sometimes, i know that i do that as playing with them, but then, when things get serious, i stop, i know my limits, i´m not looking for one night stand, i´m not that type...no sir! So, what does really, seriously, make me look like one?? My frend told me: go deep, beyond pleasure, cuz pleasure is so mundane, don´t ask me questions, search deeper...and i´m so angry with him!!!!! so mad, he doesn´´t even let me to ask him anything...just to search deeper...how the hell am i supposed to do that??? It looks like a training, the kind of training Naruto is not used to do...search deeper..beyond pleasure, he said...well, i guezz i´ll have to start to do the training..ugh!! how i hate him!!! even though he said that i look like someone he loved in his dream, but in reality i don´t look like her, and that´s why he collapses a lot, and say that when i get mad, i remind him of her...but i suspect that i´m a temptation to him, and i guezz this is why he wants me to search deeper...breathing deeper, and looking to the blue sky, i think that life couldn´t be any more ironic than it already is...
