Getting funnier

let´s be honest: this is way too much better than staying still and look everyone´s faces...

Vampire kiss...

If i let you bite me, would you let me go? i asked..carry me home...bite me slowly, i know it hurts, but still..i want you to...just before he drank my blood, i belonged to him already...will you stay here tonight? he asked...offer me...your blood belongs to me...no, really, i´m fine...don´t think about tomorrow...it hurts the way you bite me, but it´ll be over soon...he leaned down to press his cold lips once more to my throat...will i ever be there? don´t be afraid, it won´t hurt at all, he said at the same moment he was getting closer and pressing his lips in my throat...he smiled and asked do i dazzle you? i looked down and said yes...

A dream...

Someday i´ll be far away from home..there´s blood coming from myh neck, or am i dreaming? He came suddlenly and bit my neck like i belonged to him already...he doesn´t understand i´m a free soul...but still i´m with him; let me go, i said, you know i wont be back...under the blue moon there he was...if i close my eyes, will all of this be gone? Close to death, he held me and whispered i´m sorry...on that moment i felt very sad...if i could beat death, i would...the door was already opened when i came in...he said i could get through this...and i believed him...is there any way to keep going without doing the impossible in this world? Denial is a bliss, but reality can be painful...i have to learn to leave the past behind....