I´ll be your home

Don't look back Don't regret Time's falling out of these hands I'll let you leave me Call when you're back home Cause I'll wait inside your soul All the light to bless your way Don't be afraid Cause I'll be your home In this time In this place This moment is all we have And tomorrow we never know Every precious time Let it go somewhere away You will learn, and you'll love Forgive the past And you can move on All the distance You've come to a place Then you see that your home is away Now the sun is rising Lighting up your sky again brightly Every precious time Let it go somewhere away You will learn, and you'll love Forgive the past Call when your back home Cause I'll wait inside your soul Wherever you go Whatever you see I'll be a good place And I'll be your home

Rin Oikawa...

Devil May cry rocks my sockz!!! :)

Siempre habia tenido algo de curiosidad respecto al juego y me preguntaba si habia un anime con el mismo nombre....y resulta que si..ayer un amigo mio me envio un link y me dijo: aki encontraraz todo lo que quieraz sobre anime y peliculas..y yo me que excelente!!! grax, Will!!! creo que despues de todo, podemos seguir siendo panas a pesar de todo..ujum en fin, me encanta la trama, sobre todo el personaje Dante, porque es holgazan, se queja mucho y siempre debe dinero. jajajaja!!! me imagino si habra alguien asi tambien..anywayz, Bella and Elyse are frendz again!!!! wohooo!!! i´m so happy for them, even though Bella can´t send me messages, cuz her dad is checking the cell phone bills, and that´s a problem...but at least, they´re back and that´s all that matters... :) :) :) :) :)

Asi mimito quiero yo ztar!!!

Un dia que estaba vagando por google, me encontre con esta pic, y me dije ertuity!! it looks just like me when i´m sleeping jajaja!!! so, la guarde en mi carpeta de emo, se me ocurrio ponerla aca...y asi me gustaria pasarme un dia entero: no college, no drugstore and no stupid brotherz pissing me off...:) jajaja i´d really like a day like that...

Crazy peace :P

Okaz... crazy peace...i just came up with that name just cuz i wans´t thinking too much, and besides i was just kinda bored..jajja, crazy peace, is like to me, be free and smile to everything no matter what. Incluso me atrae todos esos dibujos raros, y de colores, aunque claro esta, no soy amiga de los colores, tales, amarillo, verde, naranja, iuk!! wakala!! wuajajaja, pero eso si, adoro el gris, negro, morado(me pegaste el gusto, Bella), y cuando estan combinados, mejor!!! Crazy peace, to live in freedom, to hang out with frendz, to fall in love and without regrets and be just you!! weno, eso es lo opino, pienso, creo...jejeje, pero, para ustedes, que es crazy peace??

Divertido y estupido..

Este lunes que paso, olvide mi sombrilla. La habia dejado en una aula donde habia tomado una clase de Derecho civil; al parecer, con tantas cosas en la cabeza, un hambre que me estaba muriendo y dejando too por too lo lao, me di cuenta de que estaba alli. En fin, subi con un poco de prisa, mas por recuperar mi sombrilla, que termine un poco sofocada. Cuando abri la puerta, esto fue lo que paso a continuacion:

-Buenas, permiso-dije sofocada y algo apresuradamente-deje mi sombrilla, lo siento.

El profesor se queda mudo sin entender lo que yo habia dicho.

-Mi sombrilla-le aclare-vine a buscarla.

-¡Pense que era algo mas importante, ya que usted vino con tanta prisa, vociferando :¡Mi sombrilla, mi sombrilla! como si fuera lo mas importante de su vida!-respondio alzando la voz.

-Lo siento mucho-me disculpe con la voz ya calmada.

Luego me fui, con una sonrisa en la cara y riendome, sabiendo que diria mil y una cosas sobre mi acto..jaja, pero es algo estupido y que el no debio haberse puesto asi; mas bien, debio haber dicho: calmate, y respira...o algo asi. Luego, dos compañeras me preguntaron que que fue lo k paso, y hasta imitaron mi parodia, exagerando en algunos azpectos. Estupidas, pense. Luego, me dije: las cosas pasan porque Dios lo quiere asi. Tal vez tuvo un mal dia. Esta noche hablare con el a ver que pasa.:) peace...

Lookin´from the mirror

My women!!jajaja

Esta es Mery con el mejor amigo de ambas, Jose Augusto, aliaz J.A. de cariño, cuanto falta nos hace!!! se fue a una mision en Jarabacoa, porque como el es mormon, le encomendaron ir alla..jajaj pero cuando venga, tal vez vayamos a su casa a verle!!! los kiero!!! besitos..
Mi Luna del alma!! la persona k yo mas kiero en este mundo, ella me entiende y siempre le cuento toooo!!!


Esta es Sossy, alias Hermione, muy simpatica y sociable!! tkm




Alfi, la segunda del lado izquierdo y Bella la de las uñas negras, apuesto k curandose del tipo k les tomo la pic!! muax las kiero bitchez!

My best frendz..:P

Cualquiera pensaria que cuando menciono a estaz 5 lokaz, es porque toi pasa de la raya. Poz nou!! Son mis mejorez amigas del alma, y por lo tanto, las conozco desde hace 7, 5, 4, y 3 añoz....ajjaja. A Mery la conoci en el cole, cuando teniamos 12 años, a lo primero pense que era medio comparona, por el largo del pelo, y pk era flakita, porque en ese tiempo yo era gordita, y no pensaba en na del peso, ni comer menos ni otras vainaz; poz bien nos hicimos amigaz y luego vinieron las peleas, dramaz y to lo demas, y seguimos juntaz como el primer dia k me le acerce y le hable. La adoro!!! jaja luego, vino Sossy aliaz Hermione: a ella la conoci en el 6to nivel del dominico, cuando yo tenia 14 y ella 13, y yo taba loketea con Harry Potter, incluso me ponia nerviosa con un bendito trailer de el...diale!! jaja, en fin, en clase se me ocurrio preguntar al profe k significa una palabra y el me la dijo, luego le dije que era referente a lo de Harry Potter, y ahi intervino Sossy. A lo primero pense que era medi fastidiosa y k se la daba de sabionda, pero al conocerla mas a fondo, me di cuenta de k no era asi, de que era la muchacha con el corazon mas grande del mundo y k la queria un troo!! te kiero Hermione!! Luego conoci a Zulay, alias Luna, que cuando la vi me dije: diache! k tipa ni mas rara, es inteligente y no habla con nadie! dialeee!!! pero cuando nos pusieron en una trabajo juntaz con mi mejor amigo J.A., luego me dije: es la mejor persona que he conocido. Han pasado 4 años desde entonces, y aunque no nos veamoz mucho, nos mandamos mensajitos tooooo los diaz!!! es increible!! por eso la kiero muchoooo!!! jaja y finalmente, Nadz alias Bella y Alfina, alias Alfi, a ellas las conoci en el dominico hace 3 añoz y desde entonces hablamos todas las vainas k se puedan imaginar jeje, a Alfi le guzta Harry Potter y Bella adora, es mas ta frikitia con Twilight, el morado, la coca-cola(wey yo tambien soi una adicta a la vaina k te produce piedra en los riñones wueje!), emo, los converse, los stikckerz, hacerse la loka cuando dike no sabe na, y se rie un tro y eso k cuando tamoz juntaz ahi si gozamos un tro..las kiero!! a las 5 por todo, por aguantarme, por kererme, por llorar conmigo por tooo!!!! las amo!!!! thats why theyre my best frendz!! muax

Emma Watson and Daniel Radcliffe!! i just luv them!!

Emma Watson is one of the some actreesses that i luv a lot!!! She´s so like...i luv the way she dress, the way she even talks..jaja so funny, she´s very smart also, and she luvss to dress mini dresses!! jaja i wouldnt even though i have long legs jaja, but i dont like those kind of dreeses, medium long dresses are way to much better..but every head is a different world, like my mum says a lot. I don´t admire her just because she acts as Hermione in Harry Potter; i amire her, cuz she´s starting to ascend in her career and she hasnt been found in drougs, or drunk, or a sex video, and she´s gonna be the Coco Mademosielle´s face, the Channel Perfum, i mean, that is very huge!! they´re gonna pay her a lot, and that she´s only 18 years old..way to go, girl!!:) btw, Daniel Radcliffe, well he´s older and all that and he´s done many things very..ujum adult..like being totally naked in Equus, had sex 3 years ago with a gf way a lot older, and now he wants to dress like a travesti!! jaja, but is what he likes, and he´s 19 now..but even though they´re both grown up, they´ll always gonna be Harry Potter and Hermione Granger..:P

Un hermoso cielo azul..

En uno de los viajes que mi familia hace para Pantoja(casa de mis tios), lleve la camara por si acaso, viera algo que que me guztara o que fueze algo como k waooo!! poz na, en el camino, el cielo taba demasiado becho como para dejarlo asi por asi, por lo que tome mi camara, y titua! dos fotos logre sacar....demasiado becho para ser verdad:) Dios sabe hacer belleza incluso cuando al parecer no la haya alguna....jajaja aqui dejo some pics of it..

Dark purple and funny nails:P

Three days ago, i just painted my nails in dark purple!! I guess that color became my favorite one, besides of black, blue and gray!! jaja, my mum says that i should pick more colors like yellow, pink, u know those shiny color that i hate and don´t like...one of my best frendz(Bella), luvs this color, maybe i painted them in her honor, but most of it, i did it, cuz i wanna a little change, even though my frendz of the church would be stunned if they saw my nails like that. Jajaja!!! so, anywayz, i guess that i just gonna keep them for half a week...just that!! so, i guezz this is gonna be all for now...jaja!

Luv my music!!! and other things that i luv!!

When i first listened to The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, i never thought that i´d like them so much!!! When i listened to their song Face down, i said: oh crap! they´re gonna be other emo band! but then, i saw the reality and luved their music. Of curz, they´re one of many bands that i really luv. Other band that i luv is Coldplay, they´re fantastic...way beyond that! Their songs, their lyrics, their essence..is everything that i luv about them! Ohhh how i luv them!! But there are more: Paramore, James Blunt, Arctic Monkeys, Boys like Girls, Plain White T´s, Amy Whinehouse, The Fray, Lifehouse, Incubus, Evanescence, Colbie Cailllat, Calendar, Black Guayaba, Panic at The Disco....if i keep writing i´ll never end, cuz the more new bands i get to know and listen, the more i add to my list:) jaja, also i luv christian: like Jesus Adrian Romero, Marcela Gandara, Jars of Clay, Relient K, Lily Goodman, Crystal Lewis, Hillsong and others too. I also luv jpop, is what people call, japanese pop: Aluto, Kelun, Asian Kung-fu Generation, L´arc in Ciel, Aqua Timez, High and Mighty Color, Akeboshi, these are just a few bands that i luv, they are soo great!!! and i´m learning to sing and talk in japanese, when i watch anime and listen to the songs..jajaj even though they´re harder than i thought! I luv anime, a frend of mine suggested me to watch Naruto, i though: well, its gonna be a crap. But then, when i saw it, it was cool, but then i searched and asked for more, and here are some of the anime and manga that i luv as much as i luv God: Bleach, Naruto, Claymore, just those three. I read Death Note and i luved the ending, the main character died; i also read Full Metal Alchemist, but i founded boring and endless just like Naruto(but in manga is not boring, is way too more interesting than the anime)..so, these are some of the things that i luv..next blog: Movies, boy-frendz and my best frendz!!!:) see ya..!!

Am i aTemptation?

Let´s face it: i´m not a pretty face, even though people say that i am; i´m not a model, even though most of the guys and my frenz say that i look like one. I´m just myself and i´m happy with it, even though i´m not perfect, cuz i´m not looking for perfection, that doesn´t exist! So, today, a frend of mine just said: did u know u are a temptation? I was kinda surprised and stunned cuz that never crossed my head and mind, and i didn´t know about that. So, now i ask myself: What things make me look like a temptation? Do i really tempt guys saying such things very...ujum...kinda..?? Sometimes, i know that i do that as playing with them, but then, when things get serious, i stop, i know my limits, i´m not looking for one night stand, i´m not that type...no sir! So, what does really, seriously, make me look like one?? My frend told me: go deep, beyond pleasure, cuz pleasure is so mundane, don´t ask me questions, search deeper...and i´m so angry with him!!!!! so mad, he doesn´´t even let me to ask him anything...just to search deeper...how the hell am i supposed to do that??? It looks like a training, the kind of training Naruto is not used to do...search deeper..beyond pleasure, he said...well, i guezz i´ll have to start to do the training..ugh!! how i hate him!!! even though he said that i look like someone he loved in his dream, but in reality i don´t look like her, and that´s why he collapses a lot, and say that when i get mad, i remind him of her...but i suspect that i´m a temptation to him, and i guezz this is why he wants me to search deeper...breathing deeper, and looking to the blue sky, i think that life couldn´t be any more ironic than it already is...

An out of common, but hot dream:)

Two nights ago, i had a dream, it felt so real, that i even felt it everything. In the dream, i had a boyfriend, and he was sooo cute: dark medium long hair, blue eyes, tall, and he liked me a lot!! jaja, anywayz, he kissed me and while we were kissing each other, he put his hands on my hips and he was touching me so sweetly that i got scared and he was smiling at me, cuz he knew his effect on me..and then, i felt his saliva(yeah, i know its kinda gross, Bella!!), but his lips over mine, his hands on my hips, the passion he was kissing me, and the look of his eyes; it meant that he was inlove with me, and i loved him too. And then, we had to go with a trip with some other guys, and we formed the line, but for some reason, my mum was there and sepparated us, and she said that even we were going to the same place, we had to go in different lines. But he was still looking at me so sweetly, like telling me: don´t worry, we´ll be together there. And i felt so peaceful with that look. But then, i woke up, with my mum calling me for breakfast:( i wish i could stay longer and see what will happen next..but now that i see reality, what if a guy, comes from nowhere, and then ends up being the man i´ve been expecting my whole life? What if that dream doesn´t come true, but then, someone really special appears?? I hope, i´m praying for that..Mean while, i´m gonna hang out, read some manga, and enjoy every part, every frend, everything special of my life...cuz life is to enjoy it...:)

3 yearz ago..

3 years ago, i had a boyfriend; we were only 16 and we were just kidz who just fell inlove with each other. I met him, when he started to work next my house, i mean there was a chat room next my house, so i always was seeing everyday. At first, he didn´t look like he was 16, i mean he was tall, strong, a tan like skin, light brown hair, and he was always wearing a pair of slipers, those who scubadivers wear. My older sister made fun of him everytime she could, cuz for her, he was just a lazy guy. But not for me; i saw something else on this guy, something different...and i liked him a lot.He told me he had a girlfriend in that time, but he didn´t look like he had one, in fact, he just looked like he liked me as well, and that he liked to spend some time with me. So, as days were passing by, we were more and more friendz, until one night, he went to my house and said: my girlfriend broke up with me, and she sent me to hell. I just laughed about it, and asked him why. He just said that she didn´t wanna be with him anymore and that she was wasting time with him around. So, we were looking at each other, and then he had to leave but before that, he made some kind of weird sign that meant: I LOVE YOU. I had a smile on my face and then, like a month later, he asked me to be his girlfriend, of curz said yes(duh). On the first month, we were kissing, cuddling, holding, and saying i love u stuff...and then...and then, something happened...he started to be distant and i kinda worried about him and then, when he acted like he didn´t care, i warned him that i´d brake up with him if he he was still acting like he gave a damn. He just said that it was fine for him and i hunged up so hard, that i wanted to explode, but then, i felt free, i felt like everything will be fine for now on...and it was like that...sometimes, i had the feeling that he would call me and ask for forgiveness, but that never happened, i just had some fake hopes on him. And then, i forgot about him, about us, about what we could´ve been....and i started to grow up, to be more mature, to smile and be happy, to care about my stuff more, to talk to my frenz about everything. And it worked, u know? It did. Even though, i met some guys and liked some of them, or dated some of them, i feel like there´s more beyond. That the one will come to my life very soon, and then..he´ll be the one who´s gonna stay and never leave...

Once upon a morning...

Well, hi!!! last friday i was so bored and i was still in pajamas!! jaja, cuz i it was friday and cuz i was checking my stuff on my laptop. So when i was heading to my bedroom, i saw my camera, and asked myself: hey! why don´t i take some pics in pajamas? So, i took my socks, put them on, and took some pics, in my mum´s bedroom..by the way, they were great! In fact, i think i´ prettier on fridays mornings!! wuajajaja....so i started college 3 weeks ago, and it´s so boring sometimes, but at least i have my frendoz to spend some time with and forget about everything. While we laugh, and talk and comment about anime, i smile to myself and say: Hey, i´m glad i have frenz like these. jaja, so this was just the beggining and then, you´ll see what i always say: it´s better to laugh than to cry...see ya..