let´s confess i luv anime and manga..i just can help it!!! i luv it for real, and even learned some phrases and meanings and to be honest is very funny when i insult my brothers and they dont even have a clue what im saying..so mean, Glen!!!! so, anywayz, when i watch D. Gray Man, Bleach, Gundam 00, or other anime or manga that i like, i feel some connection and sometimes i wonder what´d happen if i were just like them?? suffering a destiny that they dont wanna follow, falling inlove with someone who they wont be with at the end, or figuring out how to face the crude reality...i guess that i dont to do that..im already living that..
ok, i dunno what i did now, but my frend(who was my bf years ago, and now, for some strange and crazy circunstances, we´re frendz now), he just said: you only use your head for something that u wanna. gosh!!! dude, what´s wrong with u?? just cuz i forgot to call him to go to a party with me, ir doesnt mean that he has to tell me those kind of things. anywayz, i invited days ago for last night party, so he told that he´d do the best to make it, even though he didnt have any money to call a cab. i told him that we could go together and that we can leave together as well. so the sunday arrived and i thought maybe he´s at home, so i came by and asked for him, and they told me that he wasnt there, that he was at work and i thought he wont go. so, i went alone, and then, when i told him he said u shouldve called me, and i said well u should´ve told me something!!! so, he still was on "its ur fault that u didnt remember me" mode!!! and when we were talking, he said that he´d to go to that party with me, and i said me too. and then he started saying "but u sould´ve called me, it´d be ur fault if i went wrong", and then he finished with "u only use ur head for something that u wanna", dude gosh!!! grow up, there will be other times, and i´ll call u, but with this, i dont think that our fragile, new friendship last any longer...
Well, today in college, the finals started and im done with one and 2 to go!! and im so nervous and i think im gonna fail one, but if im not failing this one, it was God who was there!! fuck so nervous!!!! =s
while i was walking on the beach(thinking, watching the waves come and go), i just came up with the idea of writing on the sand my name and my best frendz names. so, at first io couldnt do it, cuz the water was always erasing the names, and i walked even farther and farther and then i found the perfect place and sand away from the stupid water..jajaja...anywayz, when i wrote that, i felt so..peaceful and smiled cuz they´re always there for me, even though i miss them and they miss me(cuz college, school, church, boyfrendz are in the middle), but when we get able to see each other, we have madly fun and laugh a lot. Luna, Mer, Sossy, Alfi, Bella, Yoshi...i luv uuu!!!!
i took this pic on saturday, before i went to the resort...im just wearing my favorite white and black sweater, and skinny pants(luv them), and i just managed myself to look like this. guess im not the kind of girl who wears mini dresses, heels and being a fashionist..well, im not!!! i like my converse, my jeans, my tshirts with weird quotes, i like sadism, i luv anime and manga, i luv jpop, jrock and japanese metal. i also luv creepy stuff and bloody things...im sarcastic and i write a lot, and i have many books in my room...but on top of that..i am who i am, and thats what i luv a lot...not trying to be that kind of girl..
