it´s been a great, crazy, though, nice, beautiful, ugly, hilarious, and everything else year; it has been shared love, frendship, kisses, hugs, and cuddles; supports, nice words when we´re down and smiles to make us feel better...and now, we say goodbye to this old year and say hi to the new year that arrives, expecting things get even more better than last year..so, Happy New Year everyone luv,
Glen
ok, so here´s the thing; i luv having fun and making jokes so i can feel better, or more: to know this is the best way to feel that..cuz when i feel a little down, is cuz im too quiet and i think too much about many things, many people and even what im gonna do tomorrow..and i decided not to do it, and to stop that. in fact, when i talk to my frendz, i feel way too much better and my mood goes up!! :) so, i guess that i shouldnt be down, cuz i dont like my frendz worry about me, so i tell them that everything is ok even though its not...but when i say to myself everything will be fine, i start to believe it, and then if i have a little faith, it becomes real... even now, when i sleep i dream to be happier and to be inlove forever..isnt it weird? or crazy? well, thats part of my life and i luv it...hope that someday comes true...
(listening "Northern Downpour", by Panic! at the Disco)
a couple of nights ago, i had a dream, but not a normal one..i was in sort of a tribe and i was a little boy. i had this pain in my head and no matter what i did, i couldnt stop it, and that made me feel very sad; until then, a big indian showed up and he looked at me and said: keep living; keep moving foward, the past is gonna be kept inside, but you have to keep living. and suddlenly the pain dissapeared, and then he smiled at me and that smile changed my sadness for happiness and i smiled to him too. when i woke up, i touched my head, surprised cuz i felt the pain as well..
(listening "I will follow you into the dark", by Death Cab for Cutie..)
(listening "Michi to you all", by Aluto)
there are two anime shows that i really luv: one of them is Bleach and the other is Gundam 00. the case is that i also read the manga(Bleach manga of curz duh!), but there´s no manga about Gundam; this addiction just started when i tried to understand how Gustaf, one of my best frendz, luved those kind of things; he told me that he had a decade watching, reading, and also listening music about japanese world, so i told him: ok, why dont u recommend me a few of them, and then let´s see what happens? so, he did it, and after that, i became an anime, manga addict!! wuajajaja so i guess that was the best parto of it, cuz my dad, mum and even my brothers think that im nuts and very affected...but i really dont care, in fact i laugh out about it!!! so, one night i was reading manga on my laptop and my dad asked me:
dad: Harry, what are u reading?
me: oh a manga dad
dad: what´s that?
me: well, its a japanese comic book, dad, u wouldn´t understand
dad: aja, and now this is the new thing? reading that stuff? (he starts to speak really bad japanese, or worse, try to speak that way)
me: uh uh...yeah kinda
dad: jum, well....
me: yeah...
anywayz, maybe i still think that he thinks that i was changed in the hospital when i was born..wajjjaja
(listening Blaze away, by TRAX)
looks like a dream, doesn´t it? beautiful, peaceful, clean and relaxing..and i´ll soon be there as well, enjoying nature and smiling everyday like i always do, and being more careless than i already am on purpose(maybe i should stop one day of these jeje). that flying balloon just reminds me of that we have to let go all worries and sadness and stand uo for what we want the most, that we shouldnt stop after achieving our dreams...we have to keep moving foward, at the end, who knows? maybe we´ll find other exciting adventure waiting for us. so, u wanna join me?
(listening "Kaze To Tada Mae wo Mita", by Aluto) :)
je! i remember this question as if it was yesterday...a pen pal whom i used to write to, asked me that like i was his school high sweetheart; i laughed cuz this guy only knew me for a couple of months and after sending him a pic with a black dress, he "fell inlove" right away! wuajajaja anywayz, i told him that he had to fly over here and talk to my parents and he was sooo dumb that he was gonna do it, but at the end i knew he wasnt for sure; he also had a 13 year old best frend who had a crush on me, and he was telling me that indirectly, and i laugh about it...that was last year...jejeje, damn! so many memories and funny things that had happened to me and they´re still as fresh as a lettuce...that was the first time that some stranger asked me to marry him...wuajajaja que vida esta!!
(listening fukari mori, by Do as Infinity)
