How does it feel..??

how does it feel to know you´re everything i need? to know you´re everything i want?

Back on the road..

so, college just started yesterday, and guess what?? there were no classes!! noup not one!!! so, what i did was to hang around with my best frend Gustaf, to a place called EL CONDE, ok, i know that some of u dont know what is that place, but let me tell you that is the best place ever.. all kinds of people get together there: emos, turists, lovers, frendz, i mean EVERYONE!!! wuajajaja!! so, we talked about manga and anime and then when the sky turned dark we came back to college(is kinda close, so we walked and then we took a cab to get faster), and i found out that there were no classes at night either!!! damn it!!! i said, so i called my mum to pick me up and meanwhile, i listened some music in waiting for my mum to pick me up mode on. at the end of the day, i realized why i dont like to go to college on my first week, cuz u dont get class, u hang out with ur frendz or some students modify their schedules to have more subjects, or less...anywayz, this week i´ll skip the classes and hang out with my frendz...now i learned why some studentz don´t go to classes on their first day!!! wuajajajaja...what a life!!

They didn´t promise it´d be easy, they just promise it´d be worth it.. :)

another day, another..whatever! i couldn´t stop thinking about a manga i just read in one day(17 chapters and still there are left.. im waiting for the next chapters to see what will happen), its called Doubt, and its about a famous game that japanese use to play; Rabbit Doubt: in the game, there are several people who are rabbits, and one of them is the wolf in disguise; the wolf starts to kill and eat all the rabbits one by one, and the rabbits must find out wich one of them is the wolf, otherwise, it´ll kill them all; if they find out, they win, but if they make a mistake, they end up eaten by the wolf. with that story the manga starts, but everything changes when one of them is dead, and they must find out whos the wolf among them..so, i couldnt sleep at all, so i decided to listen some music and made me feel relaxed and i could go back to sleep again..wuajaja..

so, other news: classes start tomorrow and i sooo dont wanna go cuz on these past weeks ive been ok, staying at home and hanging around(thats right Erard, i dont wanna goo), but on the other hand, im gonna start photography classes soon and guitar lesson(if i can find the teacher jejeje)..there´s nothing new, except that ive become funnier and dunno why, but its kinda cool and some of my frendz luv it and lmao..i suppose that this year will be really exciting after all... :)

Play fast foward and rewind..

ehh..i woke up today with the strange sensation that i wanted to read something..i mean, there was a thought coming up to my head and i went to check in a box all the notebooks where ive been writing since i can remember. so, when i was cheking, all the memories came back and all the stuff ive done and said, how i met my best frendz, how i met some guys, and even the day when i saw my ex again!!! (dont worry, we didnt come back..we talked and we ended up to be long distance frendz, although he just lives some blocks from my house wuajajaja). i have a little library in my room, bunch and bunch of books(literature books, amazing books, fantastic books, and law books(believe me, i ve read them all) ) anywayz, everytime i go to my little desk, i look at them and i smile deeply, remembering all the times i asked my mum to buy them for me, and my dad of curz!wuajajaja, i suppose its time to buy some brand new ones and get into those dimentions and worlds that doesnt exist out there, but my mind....

(listening "You´re the only one", by Maria Mena)

Luving..^^

can anything be weirder than it already is? i guess that maybe, why not? so, yesterday i finished to read a book that i thought it was soo boring that i gave up before i read it completely; anywayz, when i was almost finishing, i read a part where a 36 year old man who was a priest, and a 12 year old girl who everyone thought she was possesed, fell inlove, and i was like WHATTTTT??!! and they were kissing and cuddling and saying romantic and beautiful verses of luv :s... so its true what people say: luv does not have any age...but it was sooo like in a very weird, bizarre romantic way to fall inlove..but the end of the story was pretty sad: he promised to come back to take her with him, but he was caught and sent to a hospital to take care of the ill people, and she waited for him, but he never come, and then..she died...when i closed that book, i was kinda sad, cuz i was so sure that they´d end up together, guess that sometimes not every story has a happy ending after all..

Waiting for tomorrow..

Close your eyes and pretend its all a bad dream..that´s how i get by...
Jack Sparrow

Un sueño..

-¿Qué haces, Persephone?-preguntó Amilda a la pálida joven que estaba nuevamente en la habitación de él.
-Nada...-murmuró ella con voz débil.
Pero ambas sabían porqué ella estaba allí. No podía contener la ansiedad de volver al lugar del cual tantos recuerdos fueron guardados con fiebril deseo. Lo extrañaba sin duda; su esencia, su olor, incluso su espíritu rondaban por su habitación, y ella era presa de su amor por él. Sabía que no volvería jamás; incluso le dolía el pensar que la última vez que lo vio no pudo robarle el beso que tanto anhelaba; un adiós frío sin pasión fue lo que salió de sus labios y nada más. Él la miró incrédulo, esperando impaciente que ella ablandara su alma y se entregara sin premura alguna..más no sucedió. Cada vez que recordaba aquella despedida, lágrimas salían desesperadas de sus ojos y paseaban por su terso rostro y gemía en silencio a espaldas de su prima, para que no sospechara.
-Perse...-comenzó a decir Amilda-sabes que no volverá; aunque se amen con tanta fuerza, sabes que no volverá..
-¿Pero no es mejor soñar con que algún día cruce el umbral y yo este aquí para recibirlo? Quiero soñar, Amilda, quiero por lo menos, pretender que estará junto a mí otra vez; en mis sueños, él es completamente mío en ese mundo que he creado; allí somos felices, hacemos el amor siempre que queremos...yo..le amo profundamente y siempre será así aunque me duela...
Su prima no emitió palabra y se fue en silencio. Persephone se soltó la larga trenza y tomando una camisa de él, la sostuvo entre sus brazos, como si estuviera con ella, como si de alguna forma, él estaba ahí y nunca se había ido del todo...se acostó en la cama y fijó su vista en la ventana. Era una fresca tarde de agosto y la brisa rozaba los árboles y el sol estaba en su punto más alto. Pero ella no prestaba atención a eso; su mente, su corazón, su alma y su espíritu estaban con él...desde lo más profundo de su ser, añoraba su presencia; y entonces, cerro los ojos y murmuró una frase que fue la última que dijo, antes de que el amor la matara en sueños:

"Duele amarte, pero es gratificante saber que tu sufres al amarme...tus besos aún resposan en mis labios, tus caricias en mi piel y tu olor en mi ser...no olvides que yo no olvidaré; soñaré que estás conmigo...porque sólo así estoy contigo..."