i was truly bored, so i went to a frend´s house and talked to her, meanwhile i was reading a magazine and a saw a photo shoot session, and it was a band, the name was Young Lords, and it got stuck on my head all the way back home. so i looked up for them and when i listened two songs, i was pretty amazed and i started to download their music. and they´re pretty hot as well, all messy long hair, hats, skinny pants, and tshirts and some short jackets(the style that i luv!!) if any of u wants to listen to their music, here´s the link:
http://www.myspace.com/younglords..
and enjoy!!!!! muaxz!! :)
Is there a way to keep going without doing the impossible in this world?
Dear Luv:
It has been a long time ago since u left and i´m this way...can´t take it anymore...come back, i whisper every night but nothing seems to happen. Where are you? Where did you go? I look up to the moon and pray for your return, but nothing seems to happen...I wake up, wishing none of this is real, that i´ll find u next to me in my bed....that i´ll finally feel you in my arms..but nothing seems to happen...i´m all alone, and sometimes i wonder if you´ll ever come back to me...if you´ll ever be with me...
let´s be honest: this is way too much better than staying still and look everyone´s faces...
If i let you bite me, would you let me go? i asked..carry me home...bite me slowly, i know it hurts, but still..i want you to...just before he drank my blood, i belonged to him already...will you stay here tonight? he asked...offer me...your blood belongs to me...no, really, i´m fine...don´t think about tomorrow...it hurts the way you bite me, but it´ll be over soon...he leaned down to press his cold lips once more to my throat...will i ever be there? don´t be afraid, it won´t hurt at all, he said at the same moment he was getting closer and pressing his lips in my throat...he smiled and asked do i dazzle you? i looked down and said yes...
Someday i´ll be far away from home..there´s blood coming from myh neck, or am i dreaming? He came suddlenly and bit my neck like i belonged to him already...he doesn´t understand i´m a free soul...but still i´m with him; let me go, i said, you know i wont be back...under the blue moon there he was...if i close my eyes, will all of this be gone? Close to death, he held me and whispered i´m sorry...on that moment i felt very sad...if i could beat death, i would...the door was already opened when i came in...he said i could get through this...and i believed him...is there any way to keep going without doing the impossible in this world? Denial is a bliss, but reality can be painful...i have to learn to leave the past behind....
the streets are empty today...and the air feels so clean and easy to breathe..and i´m here, living on my own, bare foot, feeling the cold streets when i´m walking by..i hope i´m not dreaming, i pray this is real, that for once, the sun will make its best to do the most beautiful sunset ever. that´s how i wanna be...let me be like this for a minute, a second, an hour, a day, a week, a month, a year..let me feel alive...let me love you deeply...let me press my lips against yours and feel your warmth..let me stay a bit longer..until the sun comes up once again, and there won´t be nothing more than my memories in your heart...
(this is the result of my emtpty head, wich by the way, had nothing to come up with..)
