A lot like love

Never thought it´d hurt this much, to luv someone and then, that person dies… and never thought that after a breakup it´d hurt, but not the same, not the same pain, not the same grief...i´ve been reminded of two different women, by two different men: one of them told me that i reminded him the woman he luved, but they broke up, and said that he still luved her, even though she was with some other man. The other was a guy a met in college, who said that he liked me cuz i reminded him his girlfriend, who left and never come back...i also never thought luv would be so cruel sometimes and so gentle; and the sadest part was when i came back to see my ex, i tried to desire him, to want him, to need him, but in spite of all my effort, i couldnt, i just couldnt!! I mean, i thought there was something wrong with me, but there was nothing wrong, the only thing was that i didnt feel anything like love. But he was so nice to me, he even gave me some time to think about getting back together, and i just...didnt say a word, and finally, i said that i couldnt, that i´d be his friend, cuz i didnt feel anything like luv. I felt a bit sad, cuz i really wanted to luv him, but i just couldnt push or force myself to feel something like that.

People always ask me, ´´why dont you have a bf?´´ or, ´´you should have a bf, you´re pretty, smart, and even though you´re weird, you´re kinda funny.´´ i found out that that wasnt the problem, in fact, there wasnt any problem at all!!! I just dont like all the guys that pass me by, or that i talk to, or the guys who are my pals....someday, i´ll feel that kind of luv too, and i´l find out how much it hurts...

This reminded me of how much sense life has

So, i found some quotes that i wanted to share with you, and when i get the chance, i´ll upload some pics of my trip to Orlando (had soo mad fun there, and yes i said hi to Mickey!) so, leave some secret comments of what do you think of this:

“ Photography is a way of feeling, of touching, of loving, what you have caught on film is captured forever...it remembers little things, long after you have forgotten everything..”

“ Find a person who loved you for exactly who you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome...the right person is still going to think the sun shines out of your ass...that´s the kind of person worth sticking with..”

Back on the road!!!

IM BACK DUDES!!!!! i´ve got sooo many pics for you and stories and funny crap!!! so, ill write you as soon as possible, cuz im unpacking right now and its all a mess!!

Ry and Aimée, i couldnt find the stores u told me, but i bought some pretty shoes at Papaya and Payless, and also i bought some pretty black tights and a pretty shirt!! muaz!! <3

Don't worry, even though im away, i still have inside of my head

Just to let you know, im at Orlando, having fun and buying some good stuff!!! so i wont be able to write as ussual, but im gonna tell you everything ive done very soon...big kiss!!!

Glen

I still remember

When i was a kid, i used to watch lots of anime(hey! I didnt even know those were anime, til like few years ago), like Sailor Moon, Sakura Card Captor, Street Fighter, Dragon Ball, Zodiac Knights, Rurouni Kenshin, and many others. When the clock was on 3pm, my brothers and i, turned on the tv and watched all our favorite anime and cartoons wuajajaja, we were so excited about it!!! And when it was Sunday afternoon, and the breeze touching my face, i used to hum all the openings and endings of Kenshin, cuz that was one of my favorites and i luved it a lot!!(in fact, i just watched his ovas)..and now, all grown up, i watch Gundam, i read Bleach and D.Gray Man mangas, and also others that one of my mates recomends me...i guess when we remember all the stuff we used to do, say, see, we smile with nostalgic thinking about the good times, and grieve a bit about the bad one, but also smiling as well, cuz mistakes and failures help us to go on, makes us mature and see the things with other points of view..i like to remember, cuz i remember almost everything of my childhood, even though sometimes i pretend i dont remember at all(im pretty mean!!) i suppose that remember makes us to think about the person we used to be and create the person we will always be...

UVERworld sang a song for me today <3

Sukidayo to kyou mo ienai mama
Miokutta ima made isshouni ita no ni
Aitakute kimi no suki na uta wo kurikaeshi
Kuchi zusanda kaeri michi

Hanasu koe no ton Shisen no saki
hokano dareka to kawasu kotoba sae
Sasaina kimi no shigusa ga boku wo madoseru
Kimi no kimochi ga onaji youni
kotae ga koko de arimasu youni
Kitto zutto matta kiseki yo okorunara ima koko de

Sukidayo to kyou mo ienai mama
Miokutta ima made isshouni ita no ni
Aitakute kimi no suki na uta wo kurikaeshi
Kuchi zusanda kaeri michi

Guzen fureta te
Kimi no taiyon sae itoshikute
Boku no subete wo ukeirete kureru ki ga shita
Deaeta koto de kitsuketa koto ga boku wo
kaete yuku ima made ijo ni

Mou ni do to hito wo aisanai to
mae no koi utsumuiteita boku mo
Mou ichi do dareka no tameni ikitai to omoeta
kono kimochi wo tsutae ni yuku yo

Doko ni itte mo nani wo shiteru toki mo
Kimi no koto ga atama kara hanarenai
Oshiete kureta todokanu tsurasa
Koi no setsunasa ai suru yorokobi wo

Sono egao mo juwaki goshi no koe mo
Hitogomi ga nigatena chisana karada
Warui kusemo kimi ni shikanai mono no de kagayaite iru
Subete ga one and only

Boku no naka de kimi wo omou koto ga
Ashita no ikiru chikara ni kawatteku
Moshi muki aeta nara onaji ...hohaba de
Shinji aeru michi wo aruite yukou

Konna ni mo kimi wo omou dake de
Kurushikute itoshisa tsunoru kimochi
Aitakute kimi no suki na uta wo kurikaeshi
Kuchi zusanda kaeri michi



Hoy tampoco he podido decirte “te quiero”
A pesar de que hemos pasado tanto tiempo juntos.
Quería verte, así que canté tu canción favorita
Una y otra vez de camino a mi casa.

El tono de tu voz cuando hablas, a dónde miras, e incluso lo que le dices a los demás,
El más leve gesto me confunde.
Espero que tú sientas lo mismo y que nuestra respuesta se encuentre aquí.
El milagro que estaba esperando. Si tienes que venir, ven a mí ya.

Hoy tampoco he podido decirte “te quiero”
A pesar de que hemos pasado tanto tiempo juntos.
Quería verte en ese momento, así que canté tu canción favorita
Una y otra vez de camino a mi casa.

El calor tierno que sentí cuando nuestras manos se rozaron por casualidad
Me daba la sensación de que me aceptaría por quién era.
Las cosas de las que me di cuenta tras conocerte me han cambiado más que nunca.

Mi última relación me dejó melancólico,
Pensando que nunca más me volvería a enamorar.
Pero ahora quiero volver a vivir por alguien.
Te voy a decir cómo me siento.

Esté donde esté, haga lo que haga, no puedo dejar de pensar en ti.
Me enseñanste lo que duele el amar y no ser capaz de que me entiendan y la alegría de enamorarme.

Tu sonrisa; tu voz al teléfono; tu cuerpo, incapaz de luchar contra la muchedumbre;
E incluso tus malos hábitos; todos ellos son únicos y espléndidos.
Todos ellos son los únicos para mí.

En mi interior, el amor que siento por ti se vulve mi fuerza para afrontar el mañana.
Si nos pudiésemos encontrar, caminaríamos por el mismo camino donde iríamos al mismo ritmo.

Sólo el pensar así en ti
Se me hace doloroso, y mi amor no para de crecer.
Quería verte, así que canté tu canción favorita
Una y otra vez de camino a mi casa.

Look up at the sky and you´ll find me dancing on the clouds

this pic was taken a year ago, when we were heading to my uncle´s house to see my cousin, after he spent 6 or 7 years in NY, and he came back just for a few days, cuz he had to return. anywayz, i looked up at the sky and i luved the way the clouds were moving and the sun was playing with them and hiding from the people down on earth. so with camera on my hand, i took the most of it, and took the pics, and this is how they looked...i wont deny when it comes to sunrises, sunsets and beautiful views our eyes can appreciate as long as we are breathing..