New style!!

Well, take a look!!!! i wanted to make a change and do something different! in fact, a frend of mine helped me a bit..and i luv this new, lets say skin..anywayz, i didnt go to college this week, cuz i always think that there wont be any class at all, and it results that there was!!!! oh Gosh!!! whatever! so i got lost, and im gonna keep doing that and its kinda fun, cuz i dont mind not being online for a while, except that some of my frendz say: where the hell have u been?? so, i heard some song for recomendation and i luved a lot...heres the lyrics, the link and my advice: u better listen to it, its awesome..!!

Desire on repeat
Vedera

it's all the same
sex in the air
your promises all the same
you'll be the one who will always care
but how can you promise the world
how can you promise your heart when it's always searching
but i'm just like you
i don't want to deny my heart its chance to feel
i don't want to deny my soul something real
is there anything else in this world that can satisfy me
do you really love him they'll say
your second chances are scribbled in the rules
but i think the consequence is just
something more feels so exciting
and this black romance is so enticing
this desire is worth the fighting
but is it worth deciding that i am just like you
and it keeps repeating
and we keep believing
disrupt the part of me that needs some space
repeat that look i see in your face
remid me of truth, remind me of the reason of existence


http://www.myspace.com/vedera

xoxo

Me and some black and white pics!!

i just took these pics on sunday night...jajajaja damn funny!!!! i like them dunno why..i guess it reflects the real me though...

Unexpected..

guess that i dissapeared for a while wuajajaja!!!! but i bet someone missed me for a bit..dont worry!!! ill be back with some news..meanwhile, enjoy these stuff...luv u!! =)

Not a fairy pop up story plz!!!

Once upon a time, in a veryyyy far away kingdom, there was a very pretty princess. But, there was a curse upon her, and the curse was that she had poison in her lips; if she kissed the wrong man, she would die.The days were passing by, and there wasn´t any man who dared to kiss her, or to intend to do it.
So the court hired an old wise wizard to find a powerful and magical cure to save the princess from her torturous destiny...but secretly, he was a young wizard, and he fell inlove with her. So deeply, that he didn´t sleep just to find a way to be with her, even though she didn´t kiss him at all, even though she get married someone else...
Years passed by, and no cure has been found...but neither of both of them knew, that he was the man who could break the curse, and she was the woman who could make him happy and take him out of his everlasting lonileness...

Take my hand and let´s get out of the town...

i feel so weird these few days..really!!! i dont eat well, i sleep a lot, and im sooo distracted that i could fall sleep on the desk without knowing..im thinking too much and that´s my problem: i think about many stuff that i should put aside and let them go. yes..that will do..let them go, so they will stop chasing me and frustrating me..i have enough with my own demons, so others can look inside of my head and control me as well..

Play music loud enough, so i can make the demons away...

Music is the center of the universe..or that´s what i think, i guess :) i believe that there´s a different kind of music for all of us. To make us feel free, to make us be whoever we wanna be, to be random and laugh for no reason, to evaesdrop our own secrets, to take risks, to do things that we woulnd do before and now we are capable to do cuz we have some faith in ourselves. Music moves the world, it makes it go round and round over and over and we find something new in our way. Everytime that i play my favorite songs, or when i listen some music that i like, i smile and laugh and start to fly to some other place that i´ve never been before, and think: man!! geez!! this is exactly what i needed in first place!! wuajajaja so..play some music, dance if u feel like it, scream out loud enough so people know that you´re happy for no reason, that music is saving your soul, that makes the demons go away, that u can believe in love again, that u can trust without fear to have a broken heart, that ur frendz matter more than anything in ur world...that for the 1st time in ur life, u dont need reasons to be happy for once...

Random fun..and we both know you liked it

Photos by me and my best frend Gustaf
Models: all my crazy, random and especial frendz who i luv!!!