Goodbye old year..

it´s been a great, crazy, though, nice, beautiful, ugly, hilarious, and everything else year; it has been shared love, frendship, kisses, hugs, and cuddles; supports, nice words when we´re down and smiles to make us feel better...and now, we say goodbye to this old year and say hi to the new year that arrives, expecting things get even more better than last year..so, Happy New Year everyone luv,

Glen

Having fun for just one day ;)

ok, so here´s the thing; i luv having fun and making jokes so i can feel better, or more: to know this is the best way to feel that..cuz when i feel a little down, is cuz im too quiet and i think too much about many things, many people and even what im gonna do tomorrow..and i decided not to do it, and to stop that. in fact, when i talk to my frendz, i feel way too much better and my mood goes up!! :) so, i guess that i shouldnt be down, cuz i dont like my frendz worry about me, so i tell them that everything is ok even though its not...but when i say to myself everything will be fine, i start to believe it, and then if i have a little faith, it becomes real... even now, when i sleep i dream to be happier and to be inlove forever..isnt it weird? or crazy? well, thats part of my life and i luv it...hope that someday comes true...

(listening "Northern Downpour", by Panic! at the Disco)

I was an Indian as well..

a couple of nights ago, i had a dream, but not a normal one..i was in sort of a tribe and i was a little boy. i had this pain in my head and no matter what i did, i couldnt stop it, and that made me feel very sad; until then, a big indian showed up and he looked at me and said: keep living; keep moving foward, the past is gonna be kept inside, but you have to keep living. and suddlenly the pain dissapeared, and then he smiled at me and that smile changed my sadness for happiness and i smiled to him too. when i woke up, i touched my head, surprised cuz i felt the pain as well..
(listening "I will follow you into the dark", by Death Cab for Cutie..)

It´s up to us wich path we must take..

(listening "Michi to you all", by Aluto)

ADdIcTed tO TheM ;)

there are two anime shows that i really luv: one of them is Bleach and the other is Gundam 00. the case is that i also read the manga(Bleach manga of curz duh!), but there´s no manga about Gundam; this addiction just started when i tried to understand how Gustaf, one of my best frendz, luved those kind of things; he told me that he had a decade watching, reading, and also listening music about japanese world, so i told him: ok, why dont u recommend me a few of them, and then let´s see what happens? so, he did it, and after that, i became an anime, manga addict!! wuajajaja so i guess that was the best parto of it, cuz my dad, mum and even my brothers think that im nuts and very affected...but i really dont care, in fact i laugh out about it!!! so, one night i was reading manga on my laptop and my dad asked me:

dad: Harry, what are u reading?
me: oh a manga dad
dad: what´s that?
me: well, its a japanese comic book, dad, u wouldn´t understand
dad: aja, and now this is the new thing? reading that stuff? (he starts to speak really bad japanese, or worse, try to speak that way)
me: uh uh...yeah kinda
dad: jum, well....
me: yeah...

anywayz, maybe i still think that he thinks that i was changed in the hospital when i was born..wajjjaja

(listening Blaze away, by TRAX)

One day...i´ll be able to be in a place like this :)

looks like a dream, doesn´t it? beautiful, peaceful, clean and relaxing..and i´ll soon be there as well, enjoying nature and smiling everyday like i always do, and being more careless than i already am on purpose(maybe i should stop one day of these jeje). that flying balloon just reminds me of that we have to let go all worries and sadness and stand uo for what we want the most, that we shouldnt stop after achieving our dreams...we have to keep moving foward, at the end, who knows? maybe we´ll find other exciting adventure waiting for us. so, u wanna join me?

(listening "Kaze To Tada Mae wo Mita", by Aluto) :)

Would u marry me??

je! i remember this question as if it was yesterday...a pen pal whom i used to write to, asked me that like i was his school high sweetheart; i laughed cuz this guy only knew me for a couple of months and after sending him a pic with a black dress, he "fell inlove" right away! wuajajaja anywayz, i told him that he had to fly over here and talk to my parents and he was sooo dumb that he was gonna do it, but at the end i knew he wasnt for sure; he also had a 13 year old best frend who had a crush on me, and he was telling me that indirectly, and i laugh about it...that was last year...jejeje, damn! so many memories and funny things that had happened to me and they´re still as fresh as a lettuce...that was the first time that some stranger asked me to marry him...wuajajaja que vida esta!!

(listening fukari mori, by Do as Infinity)

Someday...we´ll find the peace we´ve been looking for...

(listening "Dearest", by Ayumi Hamasaki...reminds of my old times when i used to watch the anime Inuyasha..)

Xmas!!!!!

MERRY XMAS everyone!!!!!! all of your wishes come true jajajajaja muaxz!! =)

Falling..

just found it while i was around over there...jeje, i thought it was very cute to put it here...the ways that luv shows itself are so..unique...and beautiful...

(listening "What if you", by Joshua Radin...sad and beautiful..)

Dazzle me...

well...im here, writing, thinking or maybe i dont wanna think at all...i just wanna let go and follow the flow. je, guess it´d be better if i do that; so, i just came from movies, and i saw Quantum of Solace, wich was pretty awesome and i watched with my brother and when we came out, i saw my frend Ron(no, not Ron Weasley jejeje), and i hugged him and he started to make jokes and to laugh, and then we started to tease each other!! wuajajaja!! anywayz, after that i went where my frendz were and we talked, took pics and make jokes, and they asked about him and of curz i told them that we are just good frendz and nothing else! we´re very close, but if he wants something more than that: he has to take the first step and i will follow..but until now, we cant..too much stuff between..looks like an impossible path to reach..uff...

"Kami, koe, kuchi, yubisaki he todoke..ima dake demo ii.." Aluto, Michi to you all

(listening "Oto no Ha", by UVERworld..they just dazzle me..)

mUtE mOdE :S

(listening Hot´n cold, by Katy Perry...luv her!!)

Mad fun at Christmasss!!!!! =)

i just got home from the beach!!!! wuajajajja my family organized the trip and we had fun, fun, fun...!!!! we did such crazy things and we laughed a lot!!!!!!
opps!!! yeah the secret: well, one is that i have a weird obsesion about the sea: i just cant help it: i take pics, and walk in silence and smile for myself..weird eh?? and other secret is that im afraid i might get alhzeimer like my grandma...it terrifies me everytime i think about it...but then, i distract about happy and crazy things and my frendz..those are the best medicine ever, dont u think??

(listening "This is for the keeps", by The Spill Canvas..one of my best frendz says its lyrics look like Twilight!!)

Don´t promise you´ll be around..part 3

Dear readers of this blog:

Let me inform you that u won the bet; he didn´t show up. i was waiting for him for more than an hour, and still, he didn´t call me, or sent me a message:( i thought that he had problems with his car, or that he was practicing aikido(as always), or worse...so i got worried thinking that maybe at least, he´d have the decency to call me and explain me the reason..but no!!! he didnt!! in fact, i got so mad, that i was practicing how could i make him feel sooo guilty so he´d beg me for forgiveness..but then, i ended up ignoring him...so i decided not to call him, or send him a message. i mean, what kind of frend does that to his frends?? if there´s someone like him, plz let me know..so...he´ll talk to me eventually..dunno when or where, but he will. but for now, he deserves more than my ignorance...jerk!!!

(listening "Tears dry on their own", by Amy Winehouse...i luv her music and this one helps me feel better :))

oh yeah!! the secret!!! sorry!!! let me see wich one do i tell you...in next post!!! promisee!!! xoxo

Looking beyond from where i was supossed to look..

if there´s a sunset or a sunrise or even better, a night with full moon, there i am, watching in silence, and thinking about many stuff, people, past memories, and deepest treasures that i´ve found on my way..guess that when im all alone i sit on the floor and look up, and there it is...the moon, the shiny and beautiful, the mystical moon that embraces me, that is so overwhealming that i can fly towards it and touch it with my fingers...and i like the way i feel sometimes, cuz it helps to know what wanna and my biggest goals so i never give up and moving foward...i guess this is just the beggining of many adventures...

(listening "Zero no Kotae", by UVERworld, ahhh!! i luv them and they rock my world and sockz as well wuajajaja!!)

Don´t promise you´ll be around.. part 2

Dearest readers or followers of this blog:

let me inform you that my frend decided to show up at saturday and not friday, BUT!!!! the bet still on!!! c´mon, make ur best!!! who´s in??

Don´t promise you´ll be around..

i have this frend, who never shows up when he says that he will. last sunday, we were supossed to go to movies, and he said that he´d go, but he didnt make it, cuz he was practicing aikido in the dojo!! damn u Mikha!!! then he called me saying that he was truly sorry and that he practices only weekends and that he´d do anything so i could forgive him, and i said well, this time u set the date and place i cant do this anymore; he set the place, wich is Megacentro Mall, and its on this friday(i mean, tomorrow), and i said ok, and he said: ill be there. but then, why do i feel like im really doubting that hes not gonna show up this time?? i´ll tell u what, dearest reader, let´s make a bet: ill tell u a secret if he doesnt show up, agree??

(listening "Michi to you all", by Aluto..reminds me of my frendz :))

For a moment like this...

don´t say anything and spend some time with me...under the beautiful yellow moon...

(listening "Yellow Moon", by Akeboshi..calms me down and makes me dream more than i can ever imagine...)

Nee, wakaru deshou?? youkata!! :)

i just took this pic this early morning!! wuajajaja wearing my tights, heels, my jacket and my favorite gray shirt!! and of curz, my guitar Jerusa, wich i wanted to spend some minutes with... =) anywayz, if i went out with this outfit, people just would stare at me, and might think that i belong to some other country but this one; my parents would laugh out and say that it´d be better if it was Halloween, and my brothers would mocking me. but i wouldnt care a bit, cuz this kind of outfit defines who i really am...

(listening "Daybreak´s bell", by L´Arc en ciel, they´re my favorite band ever!!!!!!)

Give me a reason to stay, and i´ll try my best...

remembering...the best moments, and the bad memories...

My dream life...

well, this is one of my dreams..be surrounded by million and million of bottles filled up with coca-cola! is just that im addicted to it..cant help it wuajajajjaa!!! anywayz, my mum´s always reclaiming that i shouldn´t drink it, that is gonna damage my kidneys but i laugh and say: well, if that happens, u´ll give me one of urs!! but i´ll stop(yeah, right!) but meanwhile, let me drink just a bit...

(listening "Ash like Snow", by The Brilliant Green, kimi o ai shiteru Green!!!)

Chilling in my room... :)

(listening "Zero no Kotae" by UVERworld)
i just took this pic one day that i got up and i had nothing to do, and i came up with this..pretty crazy and cool ah?? peace out! ;)

Just watching..

conchoooo!!!!!!!!!! :s

gomenasai! no puedo evitarlo, pero me estoy llenando de un vicio excepcional y eso signifca que no paro de escribir cuando lo siento de esa manera.
en fin, anoche mire la luna mientras escuchaba musica, y de pronto me llené de una tristeza que no era mía, que no me pertenecía, que me era ajena, y entonces, la razón por la que me puse asi era porque necesitaba hablar con alguien con tantas ansias, que luego asi como me vinieron las ganas, asi se fueron...que vaina!
como decirlo? era la distancia a la que siempre recurro y a la que dispongo cuando estoy sola, pero lo malo es que termino pensando demasiado(y siempre cada vez que estas concentrado en algo, siempre hay alguien que te dice no pienses tanto), y al final, se me arruina todo..
supongo que a veces llego al borde de la locura, y me presiono tanto para que todo salga perfecto cuando no sale de la forma en que se suponia que deberia salir.
pero al fin y al cabo, me llega la frase: a veces lo que perdemos, vuelve a nosotros, aunque de no la forma que esperamos...creo que asi es la vida. y la gente se preocupa por mañana, sin vivir el dia.
pero nah, estare bien(si eje), a pesar de los peñones que me caen en la cabeza! ;)

(escuchando "There will be love there", by The Brilliant Green, de velda, papi va a pensar que le cambiaron la muchacha en la maternidad cuando nacio, porque el pobre cree que ya perdi la cabeza cuando empezo toda la mania del anime wuajajjaja)

A nice letter..

while i was thinking on what to write down here, i went to my room and look for something, and i found a letter that a friendo of mine gave me the night of bday, and everytime i read, reminds me of him and gets me very deep inside, causing an extraordinary effect on me..

17-4-08

Hola Glennys, ¿Cómo estás?

Espero que estes de maravillas, hoy en un día tan especial como es el de tu cumpleaños.
Te dedico estas líneas para expresarte lo mucho que te quiero y los profundos sentimientos que tengo para contigo.
Quiero añadir que me ha hecho falta el seguirte viendo, ya que tu presencia siempre ha sido tan agradable para mí, el verte sonreír o simplemente tu mirar me llenan de satisfacción.
Me alegra saber que aún soy un poco importante para tí y no ser solamente un borrón en tu cuaderno.
Soy un hombre de pocas palabras y muchos significados y aunque no estemos juntos siempre te pienso, te imagino y rezo por tu bienestar.
Que cumplas muchos años más y espero estar cerca para disfrutarlos todos.

Ronald

(listening "Haikyono No Sofa" by Akeboshi)

Being a Doppelganger =)

yesterday, i had the crazy, bizarre idea that i should wear my heels(wich im not always wearing, except in particular cases), my black blouse and my skirt that i bought in my favorite store. so, i came up with the thought that i´d luv to take pictures like a model or something(let´s be honest, im not and i dont fit for that), taking poses, and shooting since a funny angule. and i did, when i took this pic, i luved it, not because i cant see my face, because shows something different, something that i dont do very often. so, maybe that´s why i think im a doppelganger after all..jeje
(listening The Brilliant Green..seriously, im getting too addicted to them!!)

Luv, Laugh, Live... ;)

listening "I can hold your hand, baby" by The Brilliant Green... just luv them..so the song..

Click!!! ;)

i luv photgraphyy!!! its one of my desires, frustrations, luv, everything!!! i just luv the sound, the colors, the art, the esence that is caught by the camera, and the photographer himself...i just luv it...luv luv it...this year im gonna take lessons of photography and i hope i get better on this!! so wish me luck!!

Mental issues.. =)

i think that my head is weirder than myself...but let me say that i luv full moon, helps me to inspire to write my stories, and calms me down belive it or not. on the other hand, boots converse style are my favorite shoes, even though my father is against that, he says: a lawyer shouldnt wear those kind of shoes. they dont fit with their personality. well, guess what dad?? i luv them and im gonna buy a pair even if u try to hang me. about the full moon, its the beautiful thing that i havent seen in my entire life...mistery, beauty, evrything is mixed up and when i look at it, i got to another world and then, im not where i am in the moment. but what i luv the most is that when i look at it, all the murders i write in my stories are the way i wanna...

if i were jus like him..

let´s confess i luv anime and manga..i just can help it!!! i luv it for real, and even learned some phrases and meanings and to be honest is very funny when i insult my brothers and they dont even have a clue what im saying..so mean, Glen!!!! so, anywayz, when i watch D. Gray Man, Bleach, Gundam 00, or other anime or manga that i like, i feel some connection and sometimes i wonder what´d happen if i were just like them?? suffering a destiny that they dont wanna follow, falling inlove with someone who they wont be with at the end, or figuring out how to face the crude reality...i guess that i dont to do that..im already living that..

Mad at him!!!!!!

ok, i dunno what i did now, but my frend(who was my bf years ago, and now, for some strange and crazy circunstances, we´re frendz now), he just said: you only use your head for something that u wanna. gosh!!! dude, what´s wrong with u?? just cuz i forgot to call him to go to a party with me, ir doesnt mean that he has to tell me those kind of things. anywayz, i invited days ago for last night party, so he told that he´d do the best to make it, even though he didnt have any money to call a cab. i told him that we could go together and that we can leave together as well. so the sunday arrived and i thought maybe he´s at home, so i came by and asked for him, and they told me that he wasnt there, that he was at work and i thought he wont go. so, i went alone, and then, when i told him he said u shouldve called me, and i said well u should´ve told me something!!! so, he still was on "its ur fault that u didnt remember me" mode!!! and when we were talking, he said that he´d to go to that party with me, and i said me too. and then he started saying "but u sould´ve called me, it´d be ur fault if i went wrong", and then he finished with "u only use ur head for something that u wanna", dude gosh!!! grow up, there will be other times, and i´ll call u, but with this, i dont think that our fragile, new friendship last any longer...

Bloody finals

Well, today in college, the finals started and im done with one and 2 to go!! and im so nervous and i think im gonna fail one, but if im not failing this one, it was God who was there!! fuck so nervous!!!! =s

Let´s party til midnight=)

who had more fun than us that night? well, no one but us!!!! =)